beth, please change…

 … relaxing
…sometimes tired of waiting
…loving the ordinary
…looking up
 …finding perspective  
 

holly (on the right with her mom and daughter) loaned me her Bible on CD! Hi Holly - I bet you thought you lost them!
Driving to work I listen over and over to the chapter in question. 
I ruminate
Driving home from work I listen over and over to the chapter in question. 
I ruminate
I eat dinner
I talk to Guy
I realize I am [...]

here I am, in the blog-o-sphere… kind of excited, kind of scared.  thanks, bret, for the push (and the title). 
 So, this is what it’s about.  change. i say i like it, but i really don’t.  it’s uncomfortable and strange.  it doesn’t make sense that i am supposed to like myself and yet i am supposed [...]